Incoherent Blabber

;)) I kinda like the pic. Hehehe. The pic was taken while testing my friend’s webcam.

Oh I am bored outta my mind. I hate feeling bored. I am just not good dealing with boredom. I tend to think too much and thought of incoherent things when I am bored. Lol. I tend to blabber too.

I love December. Not just because of my birthday is in December but the whole festive season. Even though I don’t celebrate Xmas but I love the atmosphere and spirit of things around me. Every where I go, the places are decorated beautifully and the jolly feeling of people all around.

have I told you I’ve seen Keanu’s new flick? I went to see it alone on Sunday since nobody seems interested enough to watch it. I am tired of waiting for people so I just went for it. Well, the movie was not bad but it wasn’t that good either. Or maybe I didn’t fall asleep because Keanu was in it? Hmmm.. oh well.. doesn’t matter because all I want to see is Keanu. Well, Keanu is Keanu. lol. The character suited him perfectly since he doesn’t really require much expression. Ahhaha poor baby. But he looked good as always. :P I like seeing him now…

It’s only Tuesday and I am already wishing that the weekend will come quickly. I can’t wait. Saturday will be a busy day, am having a small gathering of friends and family at home for prayers for my new baby nephew (4 month old Irsyad) and my sister’s in law, Yong upcoming C-section operation. There would be lots of food and lots of people. ;)) Later that night, I'll be accompanying my BFF, Miss D, for her company’s “Bling Bling” themed annual dinner. That would be interesting. People watching time! Miss D got a really funky outfit. As for me, I think I’ll just be wearing a simple top and jeans. Bought few cheap “bling bling” pendants but not too sure if I can make myself wearing them. lol. We’ll see.

Then, the next day, I’ll be off to a quick holiday with my family to the beach at the east coast side of the country, a place called Cherating in the state of Pahang. There would be only just me, my bro Lachik (who is right now working in Abu Dhabi, UAE and coming home this Friday for a short holiday), my sis in law Kak Tine, the boys – Imran, Adam, Irsyad, Cik Su (our housekeeper), my parents, and my eldest aunt. Now it’s the raining season, so I hope the weather would be alright when we get there. We’ll be staying at a resort called Impiana Resort. Been there in February 2006 for a family holiday too and LOVED it. It was just this serene place, so quiet and I’ll be there from 21st until 23rd then I took extra leave and will be back to work the day after Xmas, 26th. I CAN’T WAIT for the holiday!

So my head is not really “into” work mode. Sucky enough, from tomorrow until Friday, I’ll have meetings and seminars to attend. Arghhh.. but on Friday something else to look forward to, our department lunch date.. hehehe celebrating those Decemberians (there are 4 of us – myself (11th), Pootz (14th), Mr Shaf (20th) and Kak N (30th).

Oh well…. Move it move it, week! Hmmm need to go to the bookstore to find some reading materials for my holiday. Yeay! Any suggestions?

oh, one more thing, I am hooked on this girl, Maria Mena. Her songs are great! Check out her blog here. Love her! She's beautiful too and have this really great voice. The kind of voice I wish I have. lol. Right now I am listening to this song called Fragile (Free) from her 2004 album called White Turns Blue. Nice! Btw, have a good week people. You know I love you :P. xoxo.

I’ve been walking around all day, thinking
I think i have a problem, I think I think too much
I`ve been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them
But you`ve made pain into something I could touch

I`ve been walking around all day, laughing
Think I`d be better off without you here
And I bet you are sweet and hard to get over
So I`ll cry and people will stop and stare
Now thats ok, let them stop and stare...

Coz I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free...

I`ve been walking around all day, waiting
And waiting is all I seem to do
´cause I never get it unless I`m fed it
But this time I'll just have to
Yeah this time I'll just have to...

And I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free...

Say you're not around... am I finished?
If you`re not around that's too bad
Hope you´re safe and sound, not alone now
´cause you know I believe in you...

I am so fragile
I am so hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free...

And I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free...

Cos I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free