Sick

I am on medical leave, again, today.

I was on medical leave on Monday for ear infection thingy. Today it is eye infection. My doc said it has something got to do with "uveitis". So I couldn't wear contact lens for the time being. Minimum 2 weeks. Back to my old glasses, which is, well, quite old. lol. It is not comfortable wearing it for long period, but I can't order a new glasses too since my eyes are red and not looking good. I am quite worried about this condition, the doc said if it gets worse, it might lead to more complicated eye problems. Doc advised me to use those daily wear contact lens instead of the monthly one I've been using. But you know, for the time being, let me just stick to these glasses.

So what's up with me? I am not too sure myself. All I know is that I think my body is pretty weak. I'm prone to sickness these days. Personally I think because my "unhealthy" mental state. hahahahaha. I am not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I am fine except when I thought about my work. I love my friends at work, I sometimes love what I am doing, but I dont know why I am so worried about work. I am not enthusiastic anymore when getting assignments. I feel like I am so lazy these days. I used to be happy. I miss those days. I miss those days when I don't have to find excuses not to go to work. I do believe that when your mind is not well, your whole body follow suit. Maybe also the fact that I have been neglecting of taking care of my body. My last exercise was, uhmm.. I don't know.. feels like ages ago. I've gain a lot of weight too. I am disappointed with myself, that I've wasted my 2 years of trying to lose weight and got it back again, in less than a year.

Sad but true.

I need new inspiration.

Oh well. Anyway, I had fun last Sunday at the 2nd Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta.

This is one of my fave pic. hehehe.. More pics at facebook!